How Can You Do This To Me?

How can you do this to me? Make me fall in love with you. I fell for every word you said. I thought you were different. I thought you loved me. You walk in and out of my life when you please. You go days, even weeks without phone calls or texts. You leave me hanging on a thread. All because you know I’d do anything for you. You use me till you find someone better. I used to think it was just me being jealous, but then reality set in. Everyone started telling me that they saw it to. The sad thing is, no matter how much shit you put me through, I can’t ever let go of you. I can’t move on. I’ve tried. I only hurt myself and others in the end. I’m nothing but a play toy to you. Congratulations, you’ve ruined my life once again.